Why I Can't Sleep?

Hello Blog...

What are you doing now?

I think you must be occur to get the nice position to sleep

Well I see, it's time for you (Indonesian people) to sleep, but not for me.

I'm often get wait up in my room just for to do little thing who not important

like I doing now, expand my self, found my fault and then thinking

What I have to do to fix anything problem???

OMG, what the hell with my mind?

I just an ordinary woman. of course I can't.

I have so many dreams...

I want to be happy every time.

I want to travel the worlds.

Arabian, UK, US, Europe, Canada, Australia and Asia.

I can imagine when I walking in Hollywood. OMG....

I want to be writer and director who do it like an author.

I want to be an actress.

I want to make a movie, someday

I want to be a rhymester.

I want to be a singer.

I want to be a nurse (like my graduation)

I want  to be marriage someone, someday.

I want to be a wife and mother.

I want to be a business woman.

I want to have anything, like a rich man.

I want to give you, you and you more than anything you want.

I want to give my better smile (but so hard).

I want to be a better girl, but I don't think that I can handle anything.

I love my self with my weakness

And I hope you too.

What's wrong with my hope???

It is too much?

I'm sure that you gonna be know if you are woman.

A woman certainly have an absurd dream in spite only one in they live.

I was born to be the best but the competition in this live will always come, right???

Lol, when I remember,

I just sheepish woman and grow up with this

So until now, I can't give my truly expression when I fell uncomfort

I don't know why...

I just have a regret if I remember all.

I don't know how to start???

I just don't know.