3 Day Last. So weakness.

hellooooo blogggg....

I realy miss to write when I got three super day's.

don't you know that, I think I'm going crazy now.

lol, right.

day 1 at the spooky midnight.

I just finished to watching semi vintage movie,

which the title is "Taking Lives" you know that I fall in love with the star's.

they are Angelina Jolie and Ethan Hawke.

got a mysterius spoiled. hahaha

a professional murdered, die when falling in love

it's called a devil gonna be genuflect to someone special

you can take my statement if you've been watching like me

and when the movie get enogh

sudenly, my room get power failure.

it's like a magic, you know.

I'm affraid and can't to close my eyes.

until the lamp gonna be turn on 30 minute latter.

oh shit, right

the scary situation make me awake all the night and I choose to write until the morning come

I'm going to sleep for a while and then come to work

I'm identificate to fatigue slowly

its gonna be save for day one

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get into day two

my day still like usual

I gonna be midle shift and working until the night coming

I try to finishing my story about my freaky friend but it's realy hard

because she is not here anymore

that's make me going stress
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and get into day three (climax)

at the 06.30 am the girl's I called behind (the truly name is R and Y) hahaha. secret to publish

they are come to my room

make a noisy. knocking my door like a bar - barian

but I don't want to open the door because two reason

the first reason at night my roomate I called her Mba Wahyu

she ignore it, it's time to her to take a bath

and if the girl's gonna take a bath in my room

maybe Mba Wahyu gonna be late to working

the second reason is the impolite naked disturbing my sleep

make me more and more weakness

at the office in a midle shift

my other friend Marisa make my heart beet when I'm arrived at the office,

she makes me so emotion's with her manner when she's speak

the tone sound's like intimidation

she always ask why and say must

all her say's gonna be right and I hear all the time

but sometime's people don't wanna hearing a coment eventhough is true

exactly true until I can't handle my prestuge

make me conscius from my fault but when I'm in a sleepness

I become wicked, strunggle and uncontrolled

ha...ha...ha... I told you, Iam going crazy, right

but all my freak day is end

I have a good mood and I have a nice conversation with all that girl's.

the important thing is I get enough time for sleep.

I love my bed, so much.

MAD GIRL.

my neighbor new room. My Daily Live part II.

evening blogggggg....


I don't know why, make me so excited to share my daily life.

the story came from my neighbor, Hendry...

he knock my room. tok...tok...tok... while I wrote some.

and then he show his room.

Hendry is not with Nardo and Dody again

he hire ownroom.

I've ever been visited before, maybe one week ago and then all change

boom....

so fast like a magic.

he had an electric lamp with a remote control

he use a shower in his bathroom

uhmm... get a big television

he buy some fish and treat all to the big aquarium

he have a sweet bed cover (like girl, if you see the theme)

he use two type carpet, so diferently.

the first made from fabric and then a puzzle carpet

he deligent  enough to clean his room

eventhough he have no vacuum cleaner

but I don't know what happend if the boring come begining to his mind

maybe his room gonna be fall apart and smels like his room before

(sound's ordinary but he just lose everything before, since he was divorce with his wife)

so sad, right.

I hope he can found his truly soulmate to get happy ending.

bye blog... wait me back :-)

I'll be right back....with lovely smile.

helllllloooo blog....

Feel great to see you insisted me to visite and write something. Maybe I don't have any good sweet to share, ya cause my life is not interesting. excactly not intristing... I just an ordinarry girl who work at the standart insurance. my life is realy bored like a water, flow like a water. working with the part shifting. morning, midle and night. realy don't interested, right. ha...ha...ha...

hey wait... do you want to know my daily life? I'm a nurse graduate but handle work at the insurance office. I live in the small room behind my office, at the second floor. I have a boy and girl neighbor but I'm gonna fast with my boy neighbor. because my girl neighbor her name Indri  is a litle bit grumpy, oh I'm so scared because I get her terrace wet when I dry my clothes in the sun. I also drop her clothes several time. therefore I fast with boy neighbor who receive me if I want to watching movies because I have no HDMI cable and my notebook without DVD room.


my boy neighbor be compossed of three man gonna be called Hendry, Nardo and Dodi they're friendly but getting suck for sometimes because often borrow my thing and seek a snack, ketchup and soy sauce. it seem's like, uuugggghhh for a while but I know that all people have a unique character. my dorm neighbor mostly my workmate. so we have a nice and getting noisy each other in a spend time.



My daily working at the office is make a guarantee letter for not only inpatient and outpatient but also case monitoring. I realy love to work at here but sometimes fell boring if I have to wating my time, all day to work.



oh blog... my daily working realy not intreristed, right. ;-)


I just walk around to visiting some beautifull place with my cool partner Wahyu Widiastuti... ha...ha...ha,,,

I spend my time here more than two years ago....


Reliance Insurance Indonesia.



Central Jakarta, Indonesia.

Reason to Writing.

I don’t know how to start

It’s not as simple as you think

I just an ordinary girl

Who not interesting

No rich, no beautiful and no clever

I just write for a many reason

Is the complicated story

I try to be a better girl in every steps

But always failed

My parent has no make a demand’s

Give our hand to choose

So simple, right

My old brother so difficult to get anything

I had gave any help but meaningless

The simple question are

He has no focus and easy to give up

My old sister is the center of terrible

She is a prestige, ego central and want to be the first

Maybe, the luxury make her suffer

Can’t keep the wealth so and so many

Just gone like a water until bankrupt

The real uneasiness are about her marriage

She was older than any woman’s bridge

But no one’s man compatible yet for her mind

You know that she was have nothing

My second sister is the most normally

For all people judge she has no trouble

But she’s too smart to hide any problem and fix herself

My first little brother have any dream in his hand

And he was built it immediately

My second little brother so simple

Almost, have no dream

Suck as any real live logic

I just write for a one reason now

I just learning to live

I don’t know why I can’t fix it

Although I try to help everyday

My parent gave anything they have

My heart’s beat and talk

No, it’s not properly

Why are you chose to work far away from home?

If you can’t fix it yourself

Has no potential of finance

What’s your proud of your work if you just asking

And always asking without running

Where is your embarrassed?

Where is your pride your proud to the other?

I just choose to throw up my pride of the other

But fix my family, not like you