Reason to Writing.

I don’t know how to start

It’s not as simple as you think

I just an ordinary girl

Who not interesting

No rich, no beautiful and no clever

I just write for a many reason

Is the complicated story

I try to be a better girl in every steps

But always failed

My parent has no make a demand’s

Give our hand to choose

So simple, right

My old brother so difficult to get anything

I had gave any help but meaningless

The simple question are

He has no focus and easy to give up

My old sister is the center of terrible

She is a prestige, ego central and want to be the first

Maybe, the luxury make her suffer

Can’t keep the wealth so and so many

Just gone like a water until bankrupt

The real uneasiness are about her marriage

She was older than any woman’s bridge

But no one’s man compatible yet for her mind

You know that she was have nothing

My second sister is the most normally

For all people judge she has no trouble

But she’s too smart to hide any problem and fix herself

My first little brother have any dream in his hand

And he was built it immediately

My second little brother so simple

Almost, have no dream

Suck as any real live logic

I just write for a one reason now

I just learning to live

I don’t know why I can’t fix it

Although I try to help everyday

My parent gave anything they have

My heart’s beat and talk

No, it’s not properly

Why are you chose to work far away from home?

If you can’t fix it yourself

Has no potential of finance

What’s your proud of your work if you just asking

And always asking without running

Where is your embarrassed?

Where is your pride your proud to the other?

I just choose to throw up my pride of the other

But fix my family, not like you